If it were as simple as overcoming laziness, I’d have done it long ago.

If it were as simple as choosing to want to be happy, I’d be happy as I type this.

If there’s a way that I can get past being the intensely critical, irrationally driven, hopelessly distracted, needlessly destructive, morbidly obsessive, terribly sad person that I am, I will continue to go to hell and back every chance that I get to find it.

Until that day comes, don’t you fucking dare even think about trivializing what I go through for one more second, you son of a bitch. You’re not me, you never have been, and you never will be. For this, contrary to your present opinion, you should count your blessings every single day. If you’d open your eyes wide enough to see past the bullshit we’ve been fed our entire lives, perhaps you’d see that I’m right. The grass is always greener on the other side of the asylum fence.

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