How in the hell did it get to be Friday?
Life’s weird.
I have that feeling, one I get all too often, where I’m totally speeding, even though I haven’t had any caffeine, I’m not on any other drugs (of course), and I haven’t had any sugar in hours. It’s a total, full adrenaline rush with nowhere to go, this feeling like something exciting is either about to happen or like it NEEDS to.
I’m having all sorts of feelings like I need to sell everything and leave where I am, like I need major, drastic change, but I’m way too scattered to make it happen. What I’m doing right now is about the only thing I’m able to cope with doing at the moment. There’s so much else I could be doing, so many projects-in-progress that I just can’t do anything with. Mental block in full effect.
No one’s going to do this shit for me, though, and just bitching about it doesn’t equal page views, so I’ll do whatever I can, even if it isn’t that much. Despite all this energy I have, it’s a struggle to move most days.